Looking forward to having all of Wednesday to myself.
This will mark this first day in a few weeks that I have zero obligations to anyone. I know I should be out enjoying the day, the 4th is kind of an amazing holiday, but I am going to spend it with myself.
I have had a lot on my mind recently and a day to work it all out is exactly what I need. Catch up on some sleep, write, read, maybe watch a movie, make myself a nice breakfast… all sounds incredible. Very tempted to turn my phone off as well.
Anyway, anxiety has not been an issue for a little while now but it’s back. Need to just face it head on and move past it.
So I hope everyone has a safe, fun and patriotic holiday. You know where you can find me.
I have been watching a lot of movies recently. Romance, thrillers, comedies, — even some movies for kids I hadn’t had the chance to watch. Among all of the passionate story lines, nail biting scenes and hilarious moments I find myself most envious when the credits roll. When the characters have a resolution to the story. When it’s all over and we can catch our breath again.
I suppose this is because right now I would give anything to have a resolution. When things are all up in the air and I just want to catch them all and place it neatly on a shelf. This is has been an ongoing sentiment in my adult life. I feel like I have very little figured out and I just want to know what is going to happen.
I am 98% you can all relate in someway.
But we don’t live in the movies.
I just have to stay patient.