"I struggle with wanting you all the time, so please don’t mistake my silence for indifference. It’s just I have to hold myself back because I feel too much. Too often. Too wildly out of my control."
Tina Tran, My words don’t say much at all (via aestheticintrovert)
harpersbazaar:

Best Dressed: The Bold & The Beautiful
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The more there is to see, the more there is to miss.

Sara’s bedroom // Los Angeles, CA 

Deep Down

Message: Sara Scoggins

Photo: Erica Lauren

whitepaperquotes:

Handwritten by whitepaperquotes contributor Lauren
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whitepaperquotes:

Handwritten by whitepaperquotes contributor Lauren

sarascoggs:

I don’t think a kiss means the same to you as it does to me.

"I swear that I could watch her sleep until the sun rises in farewell to the evening, and count every second until the moon greets the soft light that reflects against her night stand."

"Reasons To Lose Sleep"

Matthew Hauptman

(via matthewhauptman)

Gah

Anonymous asked:
are you okay friend? don't be hard on yourself, everyone makes mistakes and messes up but it doesn't last forever. It will get better, I promise. You're going to do amazing things one day, you just have to hold on. Stay strong love. ♡♡♡

castyournet:

sarascoggs:

castyournet:

I’m okay. Just having a bit of a hard time. Thank you

Be gentle, with yourself <3

Thank you. So much. All of a sudden my tattoo has gotten a new meaning. Stop being so inspiring, dang it! :p

Happy to help <3

sarascoggs:

You’ll have to forgive me if I keep telling you how incredible I think you are.

I don’t find many like you, and it feels nice to finally hear myself say the words.

John Mayer The Heart Of Life
John Mayer
The Heart Of Life

alwaysvcnguyen:

The Heart of Life - John Mayer

I hadn’t heard this song in YEARS and today in the car it made me cry. I have a very vivd memory of listening to this song — that I had apparently blocked out. It all came rushing back to me this afternoon. It was overwhelming, but very therapeutic at the same time. 

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who’s misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it’s good


Look, at this point we’ve all had our hearts broken.

We’ve all had someone come along and disappoint us; and that pain has left us with some bad habits. Like for me, assuming what I have to say or feel will ultimately not matter and be ignored. It has left me afraid share when I am hurt because I assume it will only serve to frustrate and I will be dismissed.

Whatever our bad experience has left us with, it’s up to us to give to the next person who comes across us the same optimism and openness we gave the one who hurt us. It’s difficult, and I have caught myself making the mistake of falling into a pattern I was conditioned to have — but not everyone will treat you the same way. There are some incredible people in the world to create friendships with — or even romantic ones. It’s not fair to carry that pain over to the next relationship. And that’s something I am learning. I’m thankful I’ve even been given the opportunity to know someone who can make me realize all of this. A friendship I cherish very much and one that has given me more than that person realizes. 

It’s one of the best things that’s happened to me during this insanely low year. 

It’s just always nice to have these kind of realizations that will make you better. 

"The moment you feel like giving up, remember all the reasons why you held on for so long."

castyournet:

I’m sorry I’m such a failure. I’m sorry I give up every time I get close to achieving something. But I just can’t do it anymore.

I understand being hard on yourself, trust me.

But now I’d like you to list off 10 things about yourself that make YOU BEAUTIFUL. 10 things you offer the world and to the people in it. It may be hard to give yourself that sort of credit, but once you do it’s very empowering.

So please, allow yourself the pleasure. 

You’re stronger than you think. You’ve made it this far. Let’s keep going. 

<3

Anonymous asked:
are you okay friend? don't be hard on yourself, everyone makes mistakes and messes up but it doesn't last forever. It will get better, I promise. You're going to do amazing things one day, you just have to hold on. Stay strong love. ♡♡♡

castyournet:

I’m okay. Just having a bit of a hard time. Thank you

Be gentle, with yourself <3

sarascoggs:

Candid from our tip to Lake Arrowhead for Deep Down. 
Photo by: byericalauren
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sarascoggs:

Candid from our tip to Lake Arrowhead for Deep Down

Photo by: byericalauren

bricesander:

A beautiful moment in “Big Brother” history.

bricesander:

A beautiful moment in “Big Brother” history.